Dear Depression

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Dear Depression: Written by Natalie Cadét TinyTot Music ASCAP     back to My Journey

Smoke and Ashes,
Alcohol and drugs;
Though my lips have never tasted,
Still an addict, and I’m wasted inside.
Broke and in pieces,
You take me in and, you start pimping me;
Till I’m burdened with guilt and heartache, and I’m running away.
But I keep running right into you.
Chorus
Here is goodbye cause I am through!
Who says that I owe you?
Who says you own me?
Take a good look and don’t be fooled;
There’s no room in my heart
For you anymore.
Meaningless sex and
Harmful relationships
Cutting, binging, and overdosing;
Wild, extreme behavior, only crushing me and leaving me
Lonely, anxious, weary, fearful,
Hopeless, shameful, empty, angry!
The wages are always more than I bargained for.
Feeding you plenty, draining me, I’m barely alive!
Always there when I fall, I thought I needed you to survive;
But I am done giving into you!
Chorus
Bridge
Fixes have always been a temporary high.
I sink to a new low; makes me wanna die.
Now I’m free from you, I’m in search for something more.
Can it be peace, maybe love?
Chorus 2x
Ending
Any last words? Cause here are mine –
I refuse to be a slave to you anymore

 

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